No Surprises

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 07:47:42 GMT

Not knowing is true knowledge
Presuming to know is a disease
First realize that you are sick
Then you can move toward health

The master is her own physician
She has healed herself
of all-knowing
Thus she is truly whole.

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 07:38:46 GMT

I just spent the last two hours writing notes that I'm not using.

Could've done two hours of bio.

Gahhhhh. I need a life strategist.

Mon, 29 Sep 2008 19:31:57 GMT

If you're on my friends list, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine ... you're on my list, so i want to know you better!

Comment here and repost a blank one on your own journal.

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30) Do you swear a lot?
31) Biggest pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
34) Favourite and least favourite food?
35) Do you believe in God?
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

Thu, 31 May 2007 22:34:42 GMT

well, I got accepted to Arcadia also.

Thu, 31 May 2007 20:40:18 GMT

Teeth

To dream that you have rotten or decaying teeth, forewarns that your health and/or business is in jeopardy. You may have uttered some false or foul words and those words are coming back to haunt you.

Yucky! I don't want bad health :-(

I got accepted to gwynedd-mercy college and i'm hoping to also get accepted to chestnut hill because... I don't know I just want to get accepted lol. Screw Arcadia, who cares.

"This is no longer mine, there's sadness written on every corner"

BT preforming This Binary Universe ft Thomas Dolby.

Sat, 23 Dec 2006 19:45:43 GMT

That was Thursday night. My peach accompanied me to a show at the World Cafe Live. Thomas Dolby was first to go on, and he played for about an hour and a half. I enjoyed some of his songs like the one that goes: "they call her hot sauce, she's hot and SPICY!" and a few others. I know Nikkie wasn't digging him a whole lot but she did enjoy BT which I thought was wonderful.
BT's performance was exhilarating. Eventually this lovey dovey couple next to us moved so we took their seats which were located directly behind one of the surround sound speakers. The bass vibrated throughout my body and even shook my pant legs lol. An almost empty cup of beer had been placed above and behind Nikkie's chair by an audience member which ended up vibrating off and spilling on her back. :-( that was a bummer. Luckily there wasn't much to have been spilled. He closed his act with "Satellite" which I was fortunate enough to record on my phone. Its a little fuzzy here and there, but you get the overall feel of it. He also did a cover of "Mad World" by Gary Jules. He played the beginning of the song like the orginal, then moved on to create his own BT version of it.
When the show ended, Nikkie and I tried to get some grub at the restaurant but the kitchen was closed :-(. So instead, we went for a walk in search of some food and came across an Organic Coffee Shop that was open in our favor. We each ordered a cappuccino (mine was vanilla) and a chocolate covered biscotti. Freaking expensive if you ask me, but what can ya do. I scared the shit out of my dad by not answering my phone the first two times he called. I finally felt the tremor of my phone ringing to hear my dad on the other line asking me where the hell I was. Nikkie and I walked back down and yeah.. we went home lol.
When I got to my house, I still had to bake cookies for a party in my astonomy class we were having the next day. I didn't have to bake them, but my teacher was handing out FIFTY points to whoever brought in baked goods to celebrate the winter solstice. Granted, the solstice was really Thursday, but we were told in advance to expect a substitute. The rest of Friday was a piece of cake, literally. Each class had a party and just relaxed.
My agenda for today? Clean my room the fuck up because its a mess, and wrap presents.

Love you all!

ouch!

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 20:33:13 GMT

War

To dream of a war, signifies disorder and chaos in your personal affairs. You also be experiencing some internal conflict or emotional struggle. You are feeling torn between aspects of yourself. Perhaps the dream may indicate that you are being overly aggressive or you are not being assertive enough

Fear

To dream that you feel fear, signifies that you achievements will not be as successful as you had anticipated. You are having anxieties in certain circumstances of your life. However, your worries will be temporary and short-lived

Fire

Depending on the context of your dream, to see fire in your dream can symbolizes destruction, passion, desire, illumination, transformation, enlightenment, or anger. It may suggest that something old is passing and something new is entering your life. Your thoughts and views are changing. In particular, if the fire is under control or contained in one area, it is a metaphor of your own internal fire and inner transformation. It also represents your drive and motivation.

Dedicated to Ashleigh

Mon, 22 May 2006 22:47:36 GMT

Oh cheeky cheeky
Oh naughty sneeky
You're so perceptive and i wonder how you knew.

But these finks don't walk too well
A bad sense of direction
And so they stumble round in threes
Such a strange collection.

Oh you headless chicken
Can those poor teeth take so much kicking?
You're always so charming
As you peck your way up there.

And these finks don't dress too well
No discrimination
To be a zombie all the time
Requires such dedication.

Oh please, sir will you let it go by
'cos i failed both tests with my legs both tied
In my place the stuff is all there
I've been ever so sad for a very long time
My my they wanted the works can you this and that
I never got a letter back
More fool me bless my soul
More fool me bless my soul.

Oh perfect masters
They thrive on disasters
They all look so harmless
Till they find there way up there.

But dead finks don't talk too well
They've got a shaky sense of diction
It's not so much a living hell
It's just a dying fiction.

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 07:44:27 GMT

I miss my maxie boy and i miss heidi-girl. I miss rome and i even miss cuddles and frankie. I miss jessie-bear and i miss buba and duchie.

I miss it.

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 01:47:45 GMT

Hershey's bar with almonds and pineapple juice taste really bad when put together.

tip your hooker

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 01:47:50 GMT

"Tommy can you hear me?
Can you feel me near you?

[Mother:]

Tommy can you feel me?
Can I help to cheer you"

Samantha

Listener : Aramaic

Extremely intelligent in thought and deed you are gifted at communication and finding practical applications for your ideas. You are strong willed and ambitious and need to have passion, freedom and adventure in your life. Always willing to help others your warm, honest and loyal nature ensures that you are loved by all. It is likely that you will achieve a great deal of success and recognition in life.

Or,

Sam

Listener : Aramaic

ou are honest and fair-minded with a perceptive analytical mind and a keen sense of justice. A lover of art, music and beauty you have refined taste. Although you are prepared to fight for your beliefs you are a peacemaker, hating discord of any kind. You are home and family oriented and when entertaining are a charming and gracious host. With your warm and generous nature you attract many friends bringing joy into their lives.

OH shit! Its not true haha.http://www.bostonuk.com/names/default.asp

You know, in the old days...

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 04:03:39 GMT

Oh well a young man ain't got nothin' in the world these days
I said a young man ain't got nothin' in the world these days

You know in the old days
When a young man was a strong man
All the people they'd step back
When a young man walked by

But you know nowadays
It's the old man,
He's got all the money
And a young man ain't got nothin' in the world these days
I said nothing

Everybody knows that a young man ain't got nothin'.
Everybody!
Everybody knows that a young man ain't got nothin'
He got nothin'
Nothin'

Take it easy on the young man
They ain't got nothin' in the world these days
I said they ain't got nothin'!
They got sweet fuck-all!

How will we know?

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 21:58:15 GMT

So, I got my roster today. I have 5 classes that are mon-fri. And the others, are just kinda thrown in there where ever they felt like putting them. I have study hall too. That's nice and boring, but at least I can do my homework there.

Since I can't take gym because of my bad back, I'll end up having study hall 5 days a week. Nap time!

I'm looking forward to my english class since we'll be studying british literature. And then there's... ORCHESTRA! Yayyy back to the violin, I can't wait. Of course I'm not looking forward to having TWO math classes.

I'm really going to have to work hard, since I've screwed up these past 3 years. But regardless I'll be graduating next year which is good to know. But, its disappointing knowing I won't be graduating with my class. Just have to suck it up and deal with it.

I made my bed, now I must lay in it.

Here's my new address, 664, oh I forget.

Tue, 10 May 2005 08:09:00 GMT

Non voglio diventare la delusione che crede che sono.

Stop preforming alcohol, and start preforming narcotics

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 03:18:20 GMT

Fitter, happier, more productive, comfortable, not drinking too much
Regular exercise at the gym, 3 days a week
Getting on better with your associate employee contemporaries at ease
Eating well, no more microwave dinners and saturated fats
A patient better driver, a safer car, baby smiling in back seat
Sleeping well, no bad dreams, no paranoia
Careful to all animals, never washing spiders down the plughole
Keep in contact with old friends, enjoy a drink now and then
Will frequently check credit at moral bank, hole in wall
Favors for favors, fond but not in love
Charity standing orders on sundays ring road supermarket
No killing moths or putting boiling water on the ants
Car wash, also on sundays, no longer afraid of the dark or midday shadows
Nothing so ridiculously teenage and desperate nothing so childish
At a better pace, slower and more calculated, no chance of escape
Now self-employed, concerned, but powerless
An empowered and informed member of society, pragmatism not idealism
Will not cry in public, less chance of illness, tires that grip in the wet
Shot of baby strapped in back seat, a good memory still cries at a good film
Still kisses with saliva, no longer empty and frantic like a cat tied to a stick
That's driven into frozen winter shit, the ability to laugh at weakness
Calm fitter, healthier and more productive a pig in a cage on antibiotics

Elizabeth Marie Elliot

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 01:59:17 GMT

My sister got engaged. I didn't give her the reaction she wanted. 1) because she had previously told me lol. 2) I don't know. I guess it's hard to believe. I don't really think it's that big a deal... 'Cause like I said, it's hard to believe. I guess I didn't really know how serious they were. I feel so bad saying it, but I'm very doubtful they'll last. :-\. I am happy for her. I think there's some underlying reason of why i'm not so ecstatic like everyone else. My mom cried for god's sake. But then again, it' Liz and she's perfect and what not. Maybe I'm jealous? No no, not like that, I'm not jealous of her lol. In no ways mean do I want Jeremy. I mean, maybe I'm jealous because once again, Liz will get all the praise and I'll just be scorned at.
Maybe it's just another reminder how much I'm not liked in my own home and how much of a screw up I am.

Meat
To see cooked meat in you dream, denotes that you will see others obtain the object for which you have been striving for.

Look at me

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 03:21:31 GMT

I'm a pretty awesome lady.

Bubba and Prissy

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 00:49:45 GMT

The puppies are sick.

They have pneumonia.

They're in the animal hospital.

They look so sad :-(

I miss them.

They're slowly getting better.

They'll be home soon thank god.

</3 -Samantha

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 00:36:01 GMT

It's time to stop being miserable and be happy.

Today was a good day. Classes were easy as always. Hung out with joe and stevie-e for a bit. In chemistry we took this aptitude test, and i got Superior in "Clerical" and, oddly enough i didn't do so good in social lol. I was a bit bummed because, i'd like to end up doing something in the psychology field. Oh well.

Today is such a shitty day. Cold, windy and rainy.

Bummer man

-Samantha

What my gram just said.

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 01:46:25 GMT

Liz is just so beautiful, just gorgeous. And she's so perfect, everything she does is just right, makes all the right decisions. She goes to college and does this and that and oh god it feels so nice to say: that's my grandaughter

Sam on the other hand, well, she's just tall fat and ugly. God is she a disappointment. She just can't seem to do anything right. Why, she's so messed up. she'll go nowhere in life. She smokes cigarettes, is failing school, and is a slut and she's probably doing god knows what kind of drugs.

But Liz is perfect

Mind you that.

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 22:23:30 GMT

And i wonder,
When i sing along with you,
If everything could ever be this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again?

Come down, and waste away with me

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 22:21:59 GMT

I had a dream last night that i went to the manson concert. Barely anyone was there, and it sucked reeeeally bad. Manson was fat. Lol wtf?

Then i was walking around with two people whom i will not mention their names, smelling candles, and then he was being nice to me, and asked me if i rememberd this one thing, which i did, and then i started to cry. Then some reason i was back in the house on Tyson with my sister... But we seemed younger... I dunno.

Why do i have to dream about him i havent seen/talked to him in almost a year. Fucker.
this sucks lol

I kinda want you to read this... (and i'm not talking about my lj buddies)

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 03:12:21 GMT

"Ugly" - Cold

All the world loves things of beauty and intrigue
these two things i've never had one
born in this old skin. i'm to sick i can't win
i've lived with this damage too long.
my eyes can't behold it, i cannot control this
this feeling that's left in my heart
i've never done no wrong, i don't deserve these bones
please burn up this sin when i'm gone

and i said that this is ugly to me
the world is ugly to me
you are ugly to me
and i am ugly to me

i haven't become all i want to be
i haven't become anything i need to be
i haven't become all i want to be (suffocate with me)
i haven't become anything i need to be
(suffer)

why can't you look, why can't you look at me
see what i see
why can't you feel, why can't you feel like me
feel what i feel
why can't you hurt, why can't you hurt like me
taste the pain i feel
why must i die, why must i die for you
when it's the ugly truth

well it's ugly
it's making me painless

why can't you look, why can't you look at me
see what i see
why can't you feel, why can't you feel like me
feel what i feel
why can't you hurt, why can't you hurt like me
taste the pain i feel
why must i die, why must i die for you
when it's the ugly truth

well it's ugly

Thanks Bob.

I was walking home from school today, and i just thought these were pretty and interesting:

Original:Same pic, just... more color?

Pretty sunset, This looked better when you were looking directly at it, the layers of clouds were just whoa-mazing

Yep.

Ew

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 23:00:34 GMT

If there's anything worse than listening to people eat/chew their food, is listening to an old crusty miserable bitch eat/chew her food. Gross. It seriously makes me cringe.

DIE DIE DIE OLD WHORE!!!

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 20:25:27 GMT

I GOT A JOB FUCKERSSSS

pizza hut